i'm calm

You miss me when I'm there
I miss you when I am here
Interesting block of arrangements
I tear in thought
You hired someone
It should have been me
I won't blame you, no
I won't say a word
Interesting blue blurs on a header
A tonbstone near my knee
Eyes roaming above and
There you are
I remember when we put you there

I am sorry for not visiting
In form; often or
Ever
you're there
Often though
Here in this space
I was your only.

she said you'd appreciate a visit

from your only

(after)

Your still only
You didn't care and
That's what I loved most about you