thoughts for later

i want someone to ask me on my deathbed

what does it feel like to be dying

i would like to think

i'll be able to answer that question

honestly

and i would like to think

i would reassure

that we all are

all the time

but i would like to think

i could be asked

and i'd like to think

that i could answer

so that

i know

i can do that

for someone

so that i know

just how it feels

myself

and i hope

i am able to make

a dick joke or

two