Arms and legs

I can't feel my arms either but
I can feel my organs
My kidneys they ached and
Asked my liver for a hand
My tongue; my deepest secrets
Holding on to words that have yet to be formed
The Wall between the cysts of my eyes
And the thoughts that seep through them
Soul-baring eye balls
I can't lie
I have never been good at it
But once in awhile
I catch myself trying to
Believe a half truth
I created myself
He misses me
And she is excited on the phone
How quickly they forget
Just how often we butt heads
I Was a little worried
That this was it
Lonely drones of my mind
Long for his beef;
Her whale
His loom
Today I thought
We would forget it is over
But he had things to do and
My body hasn't let me
Move just yet
She understands
She alway does
And I find myself admiring
New people every day
I had my cheeks turn red
Often last night
An old flame
Friends of the family
Seeing me' in real life is always
a shock
To them but they seem to like
What they see
It's funny to listen in
I just feel good she said
She makes it all right
She said
I just love being around
As if these comments aren't real
Until they are spoken to anyone
But me
It is strange to be flattered
for something I dont seek
everyone seems to
Want a piece and I still
Cannot figure out why
Just do it yourself
I always think and
Why would you want me on your wall?
I don't want you on mine but
I am flattered despite
No price ever fills the void