134 days ago

Sat and waited
Wrote about nerves to distract
My brain
Thought of the face
I was about to see
The feeling I was gonna feel
As a result of
It
I knew the way his face moved
Before id seen it and
Admired it years before
I'm sure he knew I existed
I could never have guessed
The fight I was in for
Nor the volume of hurt
Drip from my face
Visible to everyone who'd
Look at it
I could never have guessed
The fight that was in me and
How madly I could love
Something
I could never have guessed
Just how it would become
And how long I can wake
Up to the same body
Tossing when
I am void of it
"arriving in cobourg."
Hands sweat and heart pounds
I feel sick but and ugly
But I wouldn't ever trade
That feeling for anything
A blue Mercedes
Sits and waits
"you're right," he said
"you do avoid the eyes,"
A foot apart always and
A kiss on my back
The comfort only came
Four and one half years
to the date
Here i sit in this same box-seat
Only he's beside me
Or in the one over
It's busy this week
I guess