i'm calm

here i am alone again
one in my bed
two on the floor
one on the couch.
bob was on the other but
i told him he would feel
less pain (in the neck)
in the morning
if he
went tot bed.
He packed up the music and
took it with him.
I am still up and at the moment
don't have any real intent on
going to bed.
I took the opportunity to
play the full version of
soon to be innocent fun/lets see
the people upstairs are showering
and i can't tell if i like that feeling or
if i hate it.
With an encouragement to
stay up all night tomorrow
i feel like the only thing
i should do
is sleep
but i don't want to
even if all the others
are sleeping
themselves.